8th - First Impact

It was supposedly a short journey from Yong Peng to Batu Pahat, but it was a long journey for me. Finally, we were right in front of the clinic. Here was another storm, when the nurse at Dr. God Clinic found out that we were not their on-going patient, so, they coundn’t take us!?!?!! What the Holly Mother F**K*&^*##&%$#!##xx!x^%$x#&x#

What kind of clinic was that?!?!?!?! so irresponsible !!! Wasn't it that they must treat all patient when it came to them?!?! what kind of doctor they are? I really couldn't believe that actually happened to me. What can I said…. I can only leave him to the God ….

We had no choice but to send Baby to Pantai Hospital, which was a short distance away. It was only a one year old hospital where we do not know whether they have any such specialist for Baby. But we had to try. I sent Baby to the ICU, and they took her in to examine her conditions.

The malay doctor on duty looked young. He examined Baby and had contacted a gynae to attent to Baby. He said that the gynae stayed nearby to the hospital and should be there shortly.

We were nervous, and the time past very slowly. It was around 1:30am. The nurse finally came and brought Baby to the gynae’s room. The gynea, Dr. Leow, was already there. He did an untrasound scan for Baby to first see if the little one was alright.

The image appeared. We saw the little one. But we were not sure how was the little one’s condition. Dr pressed some buttons, and a familiar sound came into my ear --- my little one’s heart beat.

Time seems to stop. I am not sure if I hear it correctly, and I couldn’t really figure out what exactly it was, I just felt it was familiar.

Dr. finally said: “baby 还有心跳，没有事”. It was like we back to the earth from Mars, i.e. we could breath normal again….. I looked at Baby for a while, I think she had the same feeling as I had. Her eyes were pined on the screen in front of her. I then looked at the screen too.

Dr. pointed at the image and said “that is the little one”. We looked at the same spot. Dr. measured the length, about 2 something cm. I am not sure about Baby, I could clearly see the little one’s features. The little one had a small little tail curling up, a round stomach like me, and a solid head which contain a clever brain as me… hehe…. It is my little one, our little one …

I was so thankful that the Dr. came. Without him, we can’t get through this.

Dr. said that the pregnancy is unstable. He gave her a hormone injection to stabilise the pregnancy. Thank God, I think Baby and the little one are alright now. Dr. let Baby to stay for one night (that night) for observation. So, Baby admitted to the hospital. She stayed in a one bedded room. I need to be there with her. I called Boon, and soon enough, Boon arrived with our luggage. We gave Baby a change for comfortable wear. I accompanied Baby for the night.

I was extremely tired. I had to sleep. But my snore always woke up Baby. I couldn't sleep well, so did Baby. The night was long, we were woke up by daddy and mom early arrival.

Daddy and mom didn't stay for long. I told them that Baby should be able to discharge today after the Dr. visit. Daddy and mom went to the "观音庙" to pray pray.